Tuesday, May 19, 2009

At the carnival with the freaks and geeks

All the balls hit the floor this afternoon. When you're a juggler, having any one of the items you're juggling hit the floor amounts to a fiasco. When you're a human being, having everything crash down around you amounts to the same.

OK, I'm being overly dramatic. Running on a little too little sleep and even less patience. Some people are mean, some people suck, some people don't understand the challenges someone besides themselves can be facing.

Yesterday, I ran a complete fiasco of a meeting, right into an oncoming train. I was called every reverse-bigot name in the book - stupid white bitch, whore in the fancy car, nigger hating white fuck, gold-digging whore, as my boss sat by and did NOTHING. Because, after all, as a kind, considerate white girl (why does my skin color matter?? unless she's a bigot??) who sits at the head table, I don't deserve the same respect I show people of any color, orientation or personality disorder.

I wish I'd been juggling fire. Maybe one of the stupid, drunk, loser of a human being's in the back - who wouldn't even identify themselves - would have caught. Instead, I have every intention of making a statement without saying a word.

There will be a security guard at the next meeting. And I'll personally escort the president of the board out if necessary. Revolt happens, and I will not put up with this from anyone, especially my boss. Or her drunken husband. And I have a majority of votes that say the same thing.

She shouldn't have messed with me on such a perfect day.

5 comments:

  1. Bigotry and racism are bigotry and racism, period! Next time tell her you're part Cherokee and see what happens :)

    Seriously - what the fuck? Is there something you can do legally?

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  2. That's really not on at all! I'm sorry that you were exposed to such hatred.

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  3. That's just wrong. What in the world inspired this person to say such things?

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  4. RK: Legally, I suppose I could go after them, but they have no money. So, a new job is on the way, I'd bet.

    Joe: Thanks. There is nothing I hate worse than bigotry against anyone. Grrrr...

    Dawn: Thank you. She was looking for something to be angry about from the moment she walked in. I should have had her escorted out before she became violent.

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  5. Is it not amazing how what is good for the gander ain't no good for the goose? Orwell had it right in Animal Farm , they who control who can say what do indeed control the world.

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