Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Reinvented. that's me. Ready to start over. The PG is here, always has been, just waiting for that big chance to be ME, without the sound of other people whistling in my ears. That's a lot of noise I don't care for at this point.
Are you ready to hear? Yes, you. The ones that watch but won't be named. You're all that I have left, the only ones that should ever have been here to begin with.
Chapter 1. Once upon a time...
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Vicks vapor rub (for my feet - under socks - don't laugh, it works!)
Chicken & Rice Campbell's Soup
Garlic french bread (garlic chases more than vampires away!)
Carmex for my chapped lips
Drambuie (to go in my tea. it's medicinal. REALLY.)
African Nectar & Wild Sweet Orange tea (More's coming, Scarlet - promise!)
Claritin D (which needs a prescription here, thanks to the meth fiends)
Thanks for coming to visit. Now, go wash your hands - and take your vitamins!
Friday, September 18, 2009
She adjusts her collar, waits for the rumble of the engine
(when is that battery going to be charged?)
She turns to look and he grins.
Brushing out her hair before crushing it with her helmet.
Her one regret?
She knows she’ll have to arm wrestle him for the keys.
Check out G-Man's place for more and try your hand at your own 55.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
a story erupts
as a homeless man
crosses at the walk,
waiting for traffic.
I was at Naito at Harrison
or was that Harrison at Naito?
He reminded me
of how close I came
to being in his shoes.
Kids in tow.
Living under a bridge.
As usual, my 55 starts with G-Man. Check out his site to read more fiction, written in 55 words - no more, no less. I am blessed that my vision of a homeless Pheromone Girl and family is just that, fiction. Today, in honor of September 11th, my 55 means a little bit more. For every comment left on my blog, I will make a $5 donation to Sister's of the Road cafe in Portland, where people work or barter for meals to feed their families, their souls and themselves.
Please know how close I came to needing their help and think of those less fortunate than you are today, as a way to memorialize the victims of September 11 with ACTION. Comment. Please.
"...one in fifty children in America is homeless," said U.S. Senator Robert P. Casey, Jr. (Pennsylvania), chair of the Advisory Board to the Campaign to End Child Homelessness.
Peace to you all and may you never feel want.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Those that have done their duty - quietly guarding my world in a leafy canopy - are ready for the sudden drop in temperature and leaves.
The rain comes early here in my city and brings the realization that, although there will be plenty more sunny days, the nights have cooled and the air conditioning will be off now. Windows open to the sound of the rain, the sound of the breeze in the trees outside my garden gate.
It makes me live the wonderful moments of summer again (kind of few and far between this year, but they are there nonetheless) and it makes me look forward to getting out the fire pit on a rainy night. Having a nice, quiet evening curled up on my four poster with a quilt and a book and the smell of oak burning just outside my bedroom door. Candles lit to warm me.
Sometimes music will play in the background - a little Segovia, a little Talking Heads, maybe even some Franz Ferdinand, a new favorite. Peaceful times, happy times, and they are mine alone to savor. I bet everyone has a favorite song for a night like this. Are you ready to brush it off and bring it out?
You may wonder at the title of my blog. It has great significance and is rather silly, all in the same breath. It means I have made a major decision, a step in the right direction, and have decided to focus a larger portion of my energy on something important to me. After all, what kind of dream life fulfills everyone but yourself? This little number is a daily reminder of the efforts I make on behalf of me. It makes me realize that wishing for something is only half the trick. Wanting it but putting off the work it takes to get there is futile. So, today, I'm doing what it takes to get where I want to be. The words flow like the rain, always present, just sometimes not visible to the naked eye.
Have you every seen a cloud form? Watched a blue sky turn grey and stormy in a matter of moments? Felt the hair on your neck standing up from the electricity in the air? Today, I wish you that energy, the power of the clouds and the sky, and I hope it brings you clarity.